aLoHa To Y'aLL

2011-10-17T22:17:00.001+08:00

ONCE IN THIS LIFETIME

..will I ever get the chance to be this fabulous and rocking it alongside two professional fighters, Eddie 'The Magician' Ng and Mitch 'The Dragon' Chilson! Major gratitude!

2011-10-17T22:06:00.002+08:00

Something in the mind

I want a guy who wants to massage my feet. I want a guy who lets me give him a facial....

THAT'S IT! Why the fuck is it so hard? -__________________________-

2011-04-29T20:31:00.000+08:00

"Physical Attraction is momentary yet underrated.. SHIT.. Lol!"- ME

2011-04-04T17:24:00.002+08:00

8 lasses and 2 lads

Been a long time since I party with my female friends, ie with no sleazy intentions..

Been a while..

Thats night is THE night; when it was all about hanging out with gal pals, no guys or gals to flirt with. It was an ultimate gals night out and it was a blast! Gorgeous Natalia came back from HK and Lung Cindy Nang are all around! :) We were just missing Mimi and Dolly.. Caught up with Mel for a short while at Clinic before we left for Butter for the party xoxo

2011-03-30T19:20:00.005+08:00

Introducing "MONJI"

Of course, it is not introducing me. The last thing I need is fame and popularity, I'd rather be regarded as the decent and humbler :))))

SO, Monji is a cocktail Mattoo and I invented. When I say invented, it is me doing the mixing and Mattoooo does the choosing of ingredients of course!

1. Mix the following:

2 shots of Whiskey

half a shot of Amaretto

1 shot of Honey liquor

1 fresh lemon squeezed

2. Fill the shaker with eyes, stir and taste.

3. If it tastes ok, mix in apple and cranberry juice to the brim and SHAKE!

Voila! Please serve "Monji" chilled! <3

2011-03-20T22:02:00.002+08:00

MONKICHI DILEMMA

Fuck this shit.. Fooling around is my forte.. But to get caught up in one is something new. I swore before if I found someone I really like, Id settle down and be good. But this is a whole new level. I am SMITTENed and all I can think about is him. We did not kiss, we did not hold hands, we held FINGERS (before his sis told him; DONT HOLD HER HAND!).

Rundown of story:

Hsquare picked me up at home to go for predrink at his. I rushed, face made up but hair not done, wearing not the pair of shoes I wanted. Anyhow, we arrived. He was still in his homeshirt and berms, cute and all grinning like the Monkichi he is. Settled ourselves at the sofa at his living room playing rock band. Hey Im a pretty good singer/drummer:)

An hour plus into the game, he finally showered. I then found out that his lil 18 year old brother can only leave when their parents are asleep. Waited a further 15minutes and then I realised it was close to 1am and Mimi, Daven, Nang and Vicky were waiting. So, I told them (including the sister) that I had to leave and meet them. I called 2 cabs,one for Haru as she had to go home (not feeling well) and one more for whoever. Initial plan was for Haru and I to share cab but then we could not go into Velvet without his guestlist. Therefore, he got changed and left with us. Haru took one cab, Zany, Carol, him and myself shared the other cab. I suspected that the sister was unhappy from this point on; taking her brother with me and making her go with the little brother).

We arrived at the Velvet. Vicky had to go Attica for a friend's bday by then and the other three were there. At first, I thought he could only sign in 2 people so I gave the guestlist to Nang and Daven knowing I can sign myself and Mimi in. But, he said he could sign all in. The four of them then went to the Velvet bar first before I headed off with him to meet old gayboy who likes having these athletes arnd him lol. Met with him (and his crew) for a short 5 minutes and we left for Velvet.

I saw the bunch at the bar at the corner of my eye but I had to know where his table was first. Once we settled, I was introduced round the table. I hope/know that he felt good "showing me off". I mean hey, not being THAT big headed but I was probably the most gorgeous out of the table. Shared a few drinks with birthday boy Nichi and I knew he was gone almost instantly!

So, we settled further in at his sofa. A fat dude started hitting on me, introducing himself and shit. And, it didnt help that his sister arrived a few moments before that. I rejected him politely (duh, given him on my another side is smokin) and Monkch whispered; that guy is totally hitting on you. I just laughed it off and motioned to leave the table to find Nang and crew. Being a gentleman, he lead the way. He did not hold my hand but rather hold my FINGER. As we passed big sis, she said the spicy words; DO NOT HOLD HER HAND! and to actually hear it loud and clear, I just gave myself a huge grin. She is overprotective, snobbish and insulting, and has brother complex and low self-esteemed.

But, we left for the Velvet bar nonetheless and we did "Kiss of Death" together. I told him I owed him a shot but he would not make me pay for his. So, we went Dutch and when the drinks came *snap* I took a picture. I am still smiling as I am looking at the picture :) After that shot, we sat at Cindy's table and well, brief introduction was made. A dude friend of his came to the table (most prob Zany) and said hi to the girls. He said that Mimi was pretty hot and Monkch had to say that she is too old for him, wtf! I am not young myself -____-

anws, his sister came not long after. Being a polite and well mannered young lady, I went over w him to say hi to her. She then waved her hand at me saying: I dont like you. I was surprised and a bit taken aback so I ignored that comment and he looked at me and whispered; Sorry, my sis hates everybody! Went back to sit with the ladies right after.

As soon as sis left, he sat with me. He was gone.. Head leaning back and texting at his friends frantically asking if theyre alright. We left for Attica looking for Ben (who was obviously drunk). Attica would not allow them in anymore, so we went to Zirca. Was there for barely 15minutes and the club was closed. Daven and Sharon then sent me home before kidnapping Mimi for round 4!

Why am I in a dilemma? Why am I insecure? Why am I afraid to fall more deeply than I already am?

Coz I know he is decent. At least seems decent. He did not touch me or try and be funny with me. He listened to his sis. He looked after his friends. Even though both of us kept disappearing time and time again to look for our friends, he will eventually come looking for me.

It would have been easier if he were just another one of my toys. But this is not the case, I do not want to make him my toy. I do want to make this a relationship that is worthwhile. But, is he up for the chase? Is he even interested in that way? More than just friends? THAT I'm totally clueless. As Haru adviced, he is nice and decent but I will have to "wrap him around my fingers", probably like how Q has Gwen wrapped around her fingers. Fuck me!

2010-05-26T00:27:00.005+08:00

K I S S M E

Because, I suddenly realise that the way of getting over you
isn't by hooking up with some random guy
or pretending that we didn't happen.

You and I, we loved each other.
And then, you broke my heart.
Been trying to do everything possible not to face that fact...

I'm gonna kiss somebody some day.
And when I do, it will be for me.

2010-05-11T18:21:00.001+08:00

Nostalgia ~♥

I know of you but I don't know you.

A phrase I have used way too many times.....

Think for a second,
how you know of someone
and at one point,
actually get to know that someone.

You will realise that;
it brings back all the fond memories,
that can be so nostalgic that you can't help,
but smile and let your mind wonder.

So, call that someone,
message that someone,
and you shall both reminisce..
just that once more.

2010-04-26T15:55:00.002+08:00

~~Angels, Demons~~, no, HUMAN!

I am neither an angel nor a demon.

I am a perfect example of a human.

I make mistakes with or without the intentions of hurting another person.

Yet I bring joy n laughter, n offer hugs n kisses to show my affection.

Well, in fact, we are all human in my eyes.

For I have yet met anyone that stands on either side.

2010-03-24T23:09:00.002+08:00

DECISIONS

If I've chosen to be with you, it doesn't matter how many temptations there are, coz you are the best for me and I know it coz I chose you.

THE QUESTIONS; Why?

Why did I choose to break your heart?

Coz I know that I will not be able to reciprocate and it isn't fair for you or for anyone if the relationship were to start off that way. Especially since I'm all about being fair and square. Fortunately, I usually make the right choices. Moniq is an amazing friend. Ko Sunarto is a godbrother and Budi is a dear friend.

Why did I choose to be with her?

Her? Yes, her. Coz I know then, despite the many suiters I had, she was the best. I felt the most chemistry with her. She was the most intelligent, most challenging, most intriguing. Even though I know my family will never accept her. Even though I know this relationship is a taboo. I was willing and more than ever ready to give it a shot. To actually let love do its magic. Did I make the right choice? Maybe. Did I regret making this choice? No, I did not. coz it was honestly good while it lasted:)

2010-03-18T14:23:00.001+08:00

The Deepest of Me

The light has shone on me.
Ive been taken as a fool the whole time
and I have finally understood.
All the questions has been answered.
Weights have been lifted off my chest, my shoulders.
Heart thumping hard..
I can finally breathe and more than ever,
ready to move on.

Just when I thought you could be different,
*smile* I was wrong.
And wronged.
It is sad.
I actually feel sorry for you
for your chance to be different aint gonna happen,
not for now at least.
Please reflect on self.
Reflect on all you've done.
coz it is for your own good.

Having self confidence, high self-esteem,
an attractive personality, a lovely grin,
do nothing for you.
If you have no use for it,
but to fool around.
Yes, it's fun,
it is thrilling *smile*
But that's it.
You've lost the chance(s) to truly let someone care for you.
And, I hope you are glad,
that you have made your choice.
for second chances seldom appear.

But fret not,
my dear friend,
I have faith that God will give you yet another chance,
to love and be loved,
for everyone deserves as many chances as they wish.
It is life after all.
and everyday is a learning journey.

You fall, you break down,
but you shall get up, stand up,
to fight for yourself
and for those that matter to you.
It is only a matter if, no, when you'd let anyone in
to help you,
be there for you,
when you fall the next time,
break down the next time.

Yet, despite all this,
knowing the person you have devoted to
is lying to your face,
cheating on you, several times
and still 'not blink an eye'.
2 thumbs up.
You blew it.
All my well wishes and love have vanished that very instance.
You don't deserve any of it.
You have abused the trust and every little hope I have left.
You have hurt me to almost beyond repair.

Dare to say to trust you.
To believe in you.
Dear friend,
Trust is earned and nurtured.
Like how action speaks louder than words.
So save all your words and sweet talks,
and show some gestures for the next person you love.
Not just enough to keep her there.
But more to show you sincerely care.

For there are 2 kinds of people in this world,
Kids and Adults.
Kids pout, cry, to get what they want.
They're not afraid to show their emotions and expressions,
to get what they want.
And do they get them? Hell YEA!
Then, there are Adults.
Adults think, scheme to get what they want.
They will think of a million ways to achieve what they want.
They dont show their emotions,
but they play with words.
Do they always get what they want? Hmm, 50-50.
So,
is it wrong if I choose to be a kid?
To let you know of my feelings?
To pout when I think Im not given enough attention?
To cry when I was upset?
Nope, I think it is just the way I get the things that I want *grin*

I hope to have nothing more to say.
coz it is a waste of my energy,
and a chore to my brain cells.
But, I know this note is going to be worth all that,
With all this out of my system,
Im ready now to stand up,
fight for myself and my loved ones.

2010-03-18T14:22:00.001+08:00

Little Miss Smile

Smiling..is what I have been doing for the past hour.
Smiling as I thought of the fond memories while uploading the few photos we had taken together.
Smiling coz it is neither a laugh nor a cry.
Smiling coz a smile is worth a million emotions.
Smiling to remind myself that I will be fine.
Smiling to reassure myself of my mixed emotions.
Smiling to show a lil hint of joy that we are better off this way.

But most importantly,
Smiling to rid off the sobs that are still escaping from my lips.
Smiling coz only by smiling does it make the tears come out harder.

So, I will smile and pray that tomorrow will be a better day.

2010-02-01T17:58:00.002+08:00

Stupidity is defined by the lack of meaning or sense, such as being in a state of pointlessness or stupor.

Stupid is what Ive been feeling lately. Stupid that I let people boss me around at work. Stupid that I let myself get into a shitty rship. Stupid I wasted a year,not doing anything. Stupid that I let my friends down and the list goes on.......

Recently, as recent as 3 hours ago. I happened to speak to Nezu.. asking her if she was busy.. this is how the conversation went:

Me: R u bz..?
N: Aku bentar lg meeting sih yang
N: In 15 minutes
N: I got a job agency di jkt
N: Good pay and everything
N: So we gonna talk abt my job today
Me: Wowww
Me: As a..?
Me: D jkt?
N Senior art director
N: Iya
Me: Wowww
Me: Niceee
Me: Di jkt :(
Me: Okok good luck!!
N: Iya
N: Habis di sg gak panggil2
Me: Ya uda.. Good luck! Break a leg!!
Me: :p
N: Uda accepted
N: Lg ngomong soal kontrak
N: Lol
Me: Oh ya!
Me: Sigh
N: Iya
Me: Were u nt gonna tell me?
N: Soalnya blom tau
N: Mau mulai kapan
Me: Owh
Me: Well,I'm glad u got the job!
N: Gitu
Me: Itz doing smth u like:)
N: Kalo bisa
N: Minggu depan
N: Kalo minggu depan mulai
N: Minggu ini aku mau ke sg
N: Gitu
Me: Owhhh okok
Me: Ya uda
Me: Siap2 meeting dlo d:)
N: Ok

Im honestly happy that she gets to do what she always wanted to do. BUT, i would appreciate it if she had actually given me a warning.. wait, warning is not the word.. given me a heads up~coz all this while, I thought she's got no callbacks. Up until now, 4 hours later, I still have no news on the contract signing and it's making me pissy, nervous and anxious. Sigh..

2010-01-26T15:09:00.002+08:00

Yoddecha Sityodtong: “When you love something, it creates an intense passion to excel in it. Find something that you absolutely love and follow it. Ignore your fears and doubts. Just love what you do and you will see magic appear in your life.”

About me:
One of e most rational, honest, logical, frank n straightforward person ull ever meet in ur lifetime.

My pros n cons list
In everything I do,be it everyday chores or relationships, this list exists, most of e time. It doesn't mean I access everything based on its resume/merits as one puts it. But more on the advantages n disadvantages it gives me when I'm in the situation. It has made me a stronger, safer and protected person all at the same time. One may think itz queer and cold,bt this characteristic of mine brings me to where I am today, shielding and protecting me from making the gravest mistakes.

An example is when I broke up with my ex; the con list was more overwhelming than the pro list. And,I did not regret being the bigger person,standing up to the unjust that was taking place. I was hurt but I had the satisfaction of having a definite answer and making the right decision.

To my Dear Nezu:
I spoke w her last night abt my ex. Maybe it wasn't the right time. Maybe she is a sharer,but not much of a listener. I dunno why I told her, knowing she is sensitive and all..Mayb itz coz.. in her,I hope to find a best fren, a life partner n a lover..n I want her to knw that part of my life. I want her to know me.. not just the me that she likes because I offered my help and assistance so that she can get out of the deep dark hole which she plunged into when she broke up with Jess. No! I want her to know and love the queer me, who does the pros and cons list in my head in everything that I do, the kiddish me, who whines and pouts when I'm not given my candy, the jealous me who gets nervous whenever she said she's going to meet girls.

But, I might be expecting too much in this rship.. Maybe she is not ready to accept me regardless of my past. Maybe she doesnt want to rush into things with me coz she knows that long distance sucks and she doesnt want to feel the pain (again) knowing she cant be with me. Sigh~It just bothers me at times because of the many buts and ifs and maybes.

One thing I know for sure though: I have never doubted being with her since we met that very Xmas eve night. I had butterflies in my stomach. I felt fidgety during the whole Avatar movie. I wanted to hold her hand during the movie. It didnt feel awkward kissing her. In fact, it was the first time ever that I want to keep making out.

So, dear Nezu. Im sorry if you did not sign up for this. I am prepared for the worst. I am a strong person. Ive been built strong and hardy. I dont cry easy. I dont beg. But, I do know that I want to be with you.

<3

2009-11-19T09:56:00.003+08:00

The World's Most Valuable Models

1. Gisele Bundchen
2. Kate Moss
3. Adriana Lima
4. Doutzen Kroes
5. Daria Werbowy
6. Alessandra Ambrosio
7. Christy Turlington
8. Natalia Vodianova
9. Miranda Kerr
10. Carolyn Murphy

They are judged based on multi-year contracts, advertising campaigns, runway appearances and magazine covers. Annual income from contracts, primarily negotiated by large cosmetic companies and Victoria's Secret, were weighted 40% because they are the most difficult to get, bear the largest salaries and indicate a very high level of success.

My take on this?
Absolutely true, Gisele is gorgeous,so she deserves to be at the top. And my other fav model, Alessandra is in too~ so cheers to that~!

AVATAR

Same producer as Titanic, James Cameron, what more can I say~ It has taken more than 15 years in the making and made with a price tag fast approaching US$500 million...The film will incorporate new intuitive CGI technologies to transform the environments and characters into photorealistic 3D imagery, transporting the audience into a visually spectacular alien world..

Am I excited? HELL YEA!!

credits: MSN.com

2009-11-18T13:26:00.002+08:00

GLAMOUR Women of 2009 (The Ugly and Beautiful)
at Carnegie Hall, NYC on 091109

Beauty 1: Katharine McPhee
Beauty 2: Rihanna

Beast 1: Eva Mendes
Beast 2: Serena Williams
Beast 3: Tyra

2009-11-17T17:50:00.003+08:00

GIRL AND GUY~

When a GIRL is quiet... millions of things are running through her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing... she is deep in her thoughts.

When a GIRL stares at you.. she is wondering why you are lying..

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday.. she wants to be pampered..

When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions.. she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL lays on your chest.. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL answers, "I'm fine" after a few seconds.... she is not at all FINE...

When a GIRL says, " I Love You", she honestly means it...

When a GIRL says, " I miss you"... no one in this world can miss you more than that..

Life only comes around once, make sure you spend it with the right person.

Find a guy.. who calls you beautiful... not Hot..

who calls you back.. when you hang up on him...

who will stay awake..just to watch you sleep.

who kisses not just your lips... but also your forehead..

who wants to show you off to the world.. when you are in your sweats...

who holds your hand in front of his friends...

who is constantly reminding you how much he cares about you..
and how lucky he is to have you.

who turns to his friends and says, " That's Her!!"

2009-11-14T16:26:00.001+08:00

Final Words

With this, I have let you go.

You must be glad, for finally, there is no strings attached.
You must be glad you need not feel responsible for anyone anymore.
You must be glad you dont have to care for anyone anymore.
You must be glad tt you can fool arnd again, fling after fling after fling.
You must be glad you can, finally, flirt arnd without being guilty.
You must be glad tt finally u won.
You must be glad tt you can brag that you got me in a wk n ure the 1 who broke it off.
You must be glad tt you got ur ego back.
You must be glad you need not come bk to horrible sg ever again.
You must be glad tt all those materialistic LA bitches can finally throw themselves at u.
You must be glad tt you finally got rid of me,no more BBMs late in e night or early in e morning.
You must be awfully glad that finally, ure all alone again.

I an terribly sorry for the thing I said abt your mum for she sounded like a lovely person.
I am sorry for feeling disappointed at you.
I am sorry coz you chose to ignore me and disappear as opposed to man up n say tt ure sick of me.
I am sorry for the multiple arguments we had to go through.
I am sorry for sacrificing many of my friendships for you.
I am sorry for letting you ruin both my 21st n 22nd birthday.
I am sorry tt I seem to be the only one affected.
I am sorry tt I am the only one who care.
I am sorry I cannot get you to talk to me and tell me your problems.
I am sorry I had you go through meeting my parents w cold sweats.
I am sorry you have to take time frm ur 'busy' schedule (including vegas) to entertain me.
I am sorry I actually feel stupid for letting you control me.
I am sorry that you are not mature enough for me.
I am sorry I made u waste effort n money to come to sg after only 1 wk in LA.
I am sorry for not letting you blame everything on me.
I am sorry I didnt achieve making you a better person when being w me.
I am sorry we only lasted 4 mnths doing long distance.
I am sorry that I am so hurt.
I am sorry I cant ever let u in ever again
I am sorry I fell hard for you and it ended up biting me in the back.
I am just sorry for wasting ur 1 year n 4 mnths w me.

After much evaluation, my feeling sorry exceeds your feeling glad. Good luck in life and I hope you can b more responsible for your actions and grow up to be a fine man, one whom everyone will like and love. I will miss you.

2009-11-05T18:36:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

Usually I am very excited about birthdays~~~ esp if itz NOT mine! why? i like giving surprises but dislike getting surprised myself~ well, today begins really sweet.. Many BBMS and SMSes came in wishing happy birthday=) most of which i didnt bother to read till I wake up..not because Im a stuck up but because I knocked out at 11pm!

I was planning not to skip work,but when I woke up at 7, I was like, ARGH FUCK IT~ haha~so dentist and singtel mobile subscription for mum happened~

At abt 3ish, I received a ring on my mobile and it was from Haagen Dazs!! saying that nobody picked up when he/she rang the block bell~~IT WAS A SURPRISE BDAY CAKE! I was shocked! Kchew wouldnt do that, hes not that romantic! plus, he only BBM me in the morning: "Hey, happy birthday!" 3 freaking words? How can anyone not get pissed!! So, i replied with a "Thanks!"

Setting that aside, I was still thinking, who might the cake be from?!?!?! and the sender wouldnt reveal the name till i msg him/her to please gimme the name so that I can thank the person.. he/she gave me the intial MQ~so, i thought MONIQ! dude! that was sooooo sweet! told dad to receive it on my behalf and contacted Moniq immediately! speaking of Moniq, I might be a little thickskinned but I think she might be interested in me~

Since I felt bad, decided to meet up with my friends (not just those coming for Dad's bakar2) but others!! meeting them at Cafe Iguana's Bukit Timah branch~bless Rony for the discount! THANK U RON! haha~ will upload photos ltr =)

LATERRRR~ and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME AGAIN! x

2009-05-17T14:16:00.001+08:00

Lee HyoRi- U Go Girl

Can anyone be more adorable or gorgeous than Hyolee? I doubt it! =)

2009-04-25T22:45:00.005+08:00

Dangerous Cities of USA

well, heres smth interesing, Top 5 Most Dangerous Cities in America:

No. 1 Detroit, Mich.
Population: 1,951,186
Violent Crimes per 100,000: 1,220

No. 2 Memphis, Tenn.
Population: 1,295,670
Violent Crimes per 100,000: 1,218

No. 3. Miami, Fla.
Population: 2,401,971
Violent Crimes per 100,000: 988

No. 4 Las Vegas, Nev.
Population: 1,834,533
Violent Crimes per 100,000: 887

No. 5 Stockton, Calif.
Population: 684,406
Violent Crimes per 100,000: 885

well, nt that it concerns me.. but hey, i like vegas, and miami seems like a pretty nice place... n if i quoted correctly; 'Stockton is a major transit point along the I-5 corridor on the way to Seattle and Vancouver', then it must b pretty close to cousin Erwin and Ika etc.... hmmm...n if mich stands for michigan, then davina is there... oh dear~

credit: http://finance.yahoo.com/real-estate/article/106978/America%27s-Most-Dangerous-Cities

and yes, im blogging coz i cant log into facebook.. server might be too full that itz being a pain in the ass, i hate indo's internet... and wth, here's a cute lil picture of dear bf=)

2009-03-07T12:36:00.004+08:00

GUILT AND HEARTBREAK

Guilt is for me....
The paranoia I have been feeling was ridiculous.. After that mahjong and poker night, I know that nothing will ever go on between them.. and even if there were to be one, it wont happen as long as he's mine..so london's on!! Btw, I won about 15bucks even after covering Kenrick's bankruptcy! haha

Heartbreak is for my dear cousin, Mimi...
Technically speaking, she wasnt really heartbroken.. I believe she felt more angry and disappointed with her dickhead boyfriend. During our intense 10 minutes MSN chat, she told me she deduced where the term Dickhead comes from. Itz from guys like Fitch (ASSHOLE!) who thinks with their dicks more than their brain and hence, DICKHEAD!

Apparently, he's been cheating on her since 2007 when WE all went to Shenzhen and Guangzhou! Dude, we even stayed at his place! mistake mistake! Worse thing is none of her friends told her even though they knew itz been ongoing for a while! Dude, itz been ongoing for 2 fucking years~yep "great" friends~ and the one guy I thought was alright, was actually his accomplice! They went to find prostitutes and go to stripclubs.. DICKHEADS~ The more I think about it, the more I feel sad about guys in general. If only, they are like girls who think with brains so much more~ sad sad SAD! It finally occurs to me the reason why he was always OK with Mimi going to LA.. it was so that he can run along and fuck the bitch (ex-gf) in Leeds! oh dear~ But oh well, I just hope shes nt that upset, I mean I mentioned to her that HK and China men are crap lovers! like really crap~

For once, Ill be the one pimping her out! Well, more like Kenrick pimping her out actually, I dont have that many guy friends.. And, hopefully shes no longer mesmerised by useless Bboys, HipHop dancers alike~~

BEAUTY AND DICKHEAD

2009-03-04T02:50:00.003+08:00

INSECURITIES

Insecurities is a bitch! Taking off my blog address from FB right now~ urgh, just need to get it out my chest..

the stupid pills hav been making me super paranoid and pissy AND BITCHY! firstly, it ticked me off fucking bad that he flirted with the girl right in front of me.. second,he admitted to brandon that he was indeed INTRIGUED by her! sure~whatever really! i know hes flirty bt hey, theres a limit.. and to not actually realise it... i really dont know what to say~i had to actually blow up and hav brandon support my statement! and now, hes been texting her! i mean, he always says that I should b more tactful and sensitive.. yea right, look whos talking! fuck it, im nt gonna b miss nice lady.. ill be damn right straightforward and tell him if im nt happy..

and what abt him nv ever wanting to date her coz he'll jeopradise his friendshp with jo and his rship with me.. so does that mean that he'll down right fuck her otherwise.. and that means she really is not a very nice person! i mean, i will NEVER ever text any of a friend'f bf, let alone flirt w him in frnt of her! and exchange number somemore~i mean, go and text jo or smth! urgh!

i really dont kow if itz just me, or is it just the pills, or am i not good to b in a rship? i dont know... let faith take itz course i guess~well, i think shes so much like mi2~she just doesnt know whats the limit of flirting.. i can pretty much understand how fitch feels~except he prob doesnt know most of what shes done behind his back~and this is why theyre not tog anymore~ oh well~

maybe being one another's fling was the right move.. my badd! maybe hes just nt ready to giv all the flirting up~mayb im nt ready to giv all my crap either~nvm, ill let nature takes itz course and hope for the best!

PS: Marley and me was a damn awesome movie.. sad saddd movie~and i just loveee this song, after my all time fav non-disney cartoon, The Nutcracker Prince..Link to Part 1 of the movie=)

2009-02-18T16:04:00.005+08:00

DISNEY

Everyone loves Disney~~and when I met up with Maomi the other day, she brought up that Kenrick looks like the skunk, Flower, in Bambi..

Flower from Bambi

because of her, i watched Bambi before i slept and watch Sleeping Beauty the moment i woke up! ALL ON YOUTUBE.. God bless youtube=)

the interesting thing is that I came across Disney's new productions.. Rapunzel (coming out in 2010) and The Princess and The Frog (coming out in 2009).. there were some controversies about how the Princess was actually called Maddy instead of Tiana~and how she was actually a chambermaid before they changed her to be a princess due to some feedback that Disney was being racist..oh well, people always try and find faults in the successful~

Rapunzel (2010)

The Princess and the Frog (2009)

cant wait for them to just come out! LONG LIVE DISNEY! <3

2008-08-10T22:48:00.003+08:00

LOVER BOY

The title speaks for itself... yep, im attached~~~ to Kenrick~n yes, he's my toyboy, 3 months younger~ bitch! haha! anyway, all has been good, no.. AWESOME~anyway, itz been *snap snap* (fast) with him~and believe it or not, ive managed to drag the pretty boy to take neoprints.. TWICE, with me, cindy and finna! how sweett.... =) (gonna bug him to take another with me! MUAHAHA!)

AND

Cindy has a blog.. how cute~~~the link is updated onto the right column. and itz super fancyyy~

2008-06-27T05:41:00.002+08:00

EXAM RESULTS

I havent felt soooooo freaking HAPPY in a long time~~ I just got my results!! n I MADE MY 2:1~ thought was gonna get 2:2, I even thought that i might be dropped to 3rd class if I flunked both Bargaining and International Trade papers, THANK GOD! *thank u so much Dr Barbara Roberts for international trade!* And, Im pretty sure they moderated our bargaining paper, coz I def didnt do well enough to pass it~ Econometrics was as I expected, ok results, not fabulous but good enough but kinda thought that Corporate Finance would at least get a 1st~ oh well, Im in no position to complain.. HEHE, i just cant stop grinning!

DISNEY

I didnt realise that I was a Disney freak till I chatted with Ping last night. I was so fanatic till I know that the first Disney princess ever 'brought to life' was Snow White in 1960s, (1963 if im nt mistaken).. N I knew that Cinderella was up till itz 3rd sequel, Beauty & the Beast 2nd, Pocahontas 2nd, Lion King 2nd (bt there's 1 and half), Little Mermaid 2nd (3rd coming out in Aug 2008 ^_^), Mulan 2nd.. hmm, cant think of any more~

Anyway, I came across the sad story of the Little Matchstick Girl by Disney, itz soooo sad~sigh~~ people can be so cruel~watch it n ull understand~

Disney: The Matchstick Girl

2008-06-25T11:11:00.004+08:00

CI Jen2 and Ko Felix London Honeymoon, 23 June 08

They came for honeymoon here in London and Mum only told me the day before they arrived so I had no choice bt to go there by coach,coz train was abt 45pounds~ coach was only 18pounds~!

Googled their hotel's address and Google directed me to the "closest" tube station, Lambert North tube station.. bt hell, the closest was actually Waterloo! walked to the spot Google directed me n i stood right in frnt of a shabby looking house -___- Ci Jen2 then told me to meet at Waterloo Station's Burger King..

Brought them to Chinatown, Leicester Square coz it was close to lunchtime plus it was a tourist spot anyway~ Bought "Ying Yang" drink, the coffee and tea mix HK style drink, YUMMY~ they liked it v much =) Introduced them to the Pandan and Mango Layer Cake too, hadnt got their opinion yet tho~Had lunch at Four Seasons and told them that they're eating at Lee Kwan Yew's favourite duck restaurant in London =) I didnt hav much coz my body was rejecting meat and the only non-meat dish was the Pei Pa tofu, bt that had parsley in the tofu so barely touched anything at all~they totally loved the duck, YAY! hehe!

Showed them around Leicester Sq a bit, asked if theyre interested to catch any musical bt it wasnt their thing.. We dropped by a few vintage bookshops and Waterstone. Ci Jen bought 2 cross-stitching books coz it's currently her hobby~ Lost our way otw to Covent Garden. Asked the direction and we got to Covent Garden market.. They loved Ben's Cookies..double YAY! who could resist them cookies?!!? Then, brought them shopping coz it's summer sale~ Bought stuffs from Zara, M&S, Nine West and H&M. YongPing called when we were at H&M at abt 5 asking whether everyone's at Oxford Circus yet. And i was shocked coz i thought Daph or Patrick would hav called him, they were at home discussing what time to meet and all.. But, it didnt matter coz he came and met us.

Brought Ci Jen2 and Ko Felix to Piccadilly Circus to take some pictures at the billboards and then went to Oxford Circus to show them the massive shopping district~ We then tried to find our way to Lepainquotidien. It was our first time, bt Ive had their mocha a couple of times at King's Cross train station whenever I took the train to and from London. It took us a while coz again, Google directed us the long way~we could hav taken a shortcut frm the tube station but Google made us do a detour plus the small street was actually closed! Anyhow, when we got there, we had the best hot chocolate and mocha (the best in my life for me).. The temperature of the mocha was just right, the espresso chocolate tart was cold on the inside n crispy on the outside, just perfect~the flourless brownie was super good too!

Mocha, Espresso Chocolate tart and Brownie

Ping and I, cheers~

After coffee break, we separated ways. Ping and I went to meet with Daphne and Patrick, while the two lovebirds went off to do a lil shopping before heading back.

We went to a bar and they ordered burgers and chicken wings..basically meat! and there i was, munching on cherry tomatoes, leaves of lettuce -___- my body was still rejecting both meat and alcohol, so I only had salad and peppermint tea. Met up only for a bit n then, I had to catch the coach back to Leicester, Ping sent me *thanks ya*. the 2 and half hours was simply terrible. My back was aching so bad and I was sooooo tired, urrgghhh~~ i promised myself to try my best nxt time to NEVER take the bus ever~ frm the coach station, took a cab back to Opal Court. The cab driver was such an asshole, he demanded 6pounds and being stingy myself, told him that i only had 5pounds in cash, so he dropped me off at the traffic light before Opal Court and I had to walk for abt 1 min.. it's ok considering i saved a pound~ i actually thought he was joking bt he wasnt.. anyhow, SCREW HIM~

2008-05-30T23:55:00.004+08:00

The Last Exam

Yes, my last exam (bargaining) is on Monday and I have just started on the first chapter! Due to my ill-disciplined nature, here I am.. blogging.. yet again.. Ive wasted 5 whole days doing nth bt finishing the whole season 6 of CSI: Miami, starting on Gokusen 3 and mahjong-ing almost every single evening till last night.. kill me now! speaking of CSI: Miami, Vanessa frm Gossip Girl made a few apperances on the show and Shane frm L Word starred in episode 20, n her name was MARY..eyyww~

Ive bought the 6 tickets for Rockness on ebay.. We've saved about 25pounds each =) hehe!! and Im so broke!!!! urgh~

Forgot to mention that we've caught SEX AND THE CITY the movie on the day it premiered in UK~ the whole theater was 99.9% full~prob 5 or less seats left. We went in 10 min before the movie started and we had to sit two rows frm the frnt! plus.. the majority of the audience were ladies!!! it was sooo freaking fun when all the gals laughed tog.. super cool~~catch it when itz still hot~~

Fergie did a super hot remix called Label or Love.. i choose label =p

2008-05-23T20:46:00.006+08:00

Pup, Hyerot and Horse

As usual, I have exam tmr bt i feel like blogging suddenly.. aish~i was just thinking abt it n i realise that ive lived w the 'farm family' for 3 yrs now~

n despite all the disagreements, i really wont make it past my 3 yrs here w/out them.. i mean there are of course other ppl i mean along the way bt theyre the ones who are always there by me, no matter how annoying, whiny and childish i have been~ it brings a smile to my face whenever i think back of the fond memories and it deeply hurts when we were going through the 'silent period'.. and im going to miss them when i stay here for another yr.. i mean i still have mi2.. bt the powerpuff gals wont be arnd no more~

Here's to the good times =)

2005:

2006:

2007:

2008:

PS: I just realised that most of our later pictures have other ppl in it.. esp *cough* *meong!* *cough* haha!

2008-05-17T10:05:00.003+08:00

PATISSERIE VALERIE

I have no idea what got me blogging almost everyday..but it doesnt matter anyway~~ Btw, I got a "love" letter from Director of Patisserie Valerie.. hoh0ho~nahh, jk.. it was a compensation letter for the complaint letter i wrote them..PLUS a 10pound voucher... double hoh0ho~~ it was LOVE alright.. stupid ah ping said it was ONLY 10 pounds.. hello, it can pay for my two visits there! haha!

And, I got scared by two stupid guys who were smoking outside the library.. i seriously did SHRIEK! it wouldnt hav been scary if it was at noon. it was freaking half 12 plus i was on busy on the phone~

heres a few shots of us in the lib~~

mi2 happily playing w the functions of the mobile~haha~

At home...

And, I won in mahjong!!! 'diao' 5 times i think.. total won 3.60pounds! itz a lot considering we only played 'dong feng' (east).. *grins*

2008-05-16T06:44:00.008+08:00

ANTM and Survivor

As everyone knows, Ive been up-to-date with ANTM (s10) and Survivor (s16).. And Im totally happy with ANTM's winner.. WHITNEY! first full-figured model to win ANTM.. n shes absolutely gorgeous.. so is runner-up Anya, bt I think Anya screwed up the Covergirl shot~ the gals walked for Versace, all dresses handpicked by Donatella herself.. truthfully, I think Anya was forgetable during the whole catwalk.. and u can def not miss out Whitney, nt coz shes full-figured, bt coz she was fierce.. the pink dress is really pretty too.. here's the Versace Fashion Show

Here's some of my fav shots of the gals~

Whitney:

Anya:

This is the covergirl print ad; Whitney looks stunning =)

ermmm, this is Anya's screwed up shot~

As for Survivor, I am totally disappointed with the winner, Parvati.. Shes such a bitch, sorry not offense bt Amanda so deserves to win.. Amanda is one of the only genuine ones left, Parvati is just..blehhh~

PS: u guys shld all check out Lisa Lavie.. shes an awesome singer~this song, called Angel, is exceptional good~~~~ and here's her version of Bleeding Love, its super good, i swear~anyway, her album is up on itunes! get it get it!

2008-05-15T01:10:00.004+08:00

BOYFRIEND AND GIRLFRIEND LIST

I was bored and I came across this on the internet.. yes..i am "bo-liao" haha~~ This is how it goes.. if ure a girl, topic will be-'the boyfriend...' and itz the other way arnd if ure a guy =)

There's my Lifetime Boyfriend: Yuu Shirota from Hanazakari No Kimitachi e

The Boyfriend Who's Probably a Jerk But So What?: Mike He frm Devil Beside You

The Boyfriend Who's Way Too Young: Casey Skinner from Make Me a Supermodel

The Boyfriend Who's Way Too Old: Jude Law

The Boyfriend It Would Never Really Work Out With but I'll Never Meet Anyway: Zac Efron frm Hairspray

My gay girlfriend would be: Katherine Moennig frm the L Word

My straight girlfriend would be: Rihanna

2008-05-13T23:38:00.007+08:00

ROCKNESS AT LOCH NESS~

Wo0ho0~the rave party season is here!!! since we will miss the Gatecrashers in London, we'll be heading for Rockness instead~ woohoo~~its a two day long rave party.. *party party*

while mi2 n pup goh were booking the flights n train journeys, i was busy abusing mi2's Minnie Mouse.. here's a few example =)

Minnie looking normal

Minnie with no nose~

Minnie with no eyes

Minnie squashed~

Minnie?? no.. it's MICKEY cross dressing =)

Extras: IM IN LOVE W RIHANNA'S TAKE A BOW~~came across it by accident last wk, bt its an awesome song!! shes super young btw.. only 20~~ born feb 1988~plus shes got irish blood.. mayb thats y she super hot!

dwnload here..

Lyrics:

Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah
A standing ovation
Oooooo, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talkin’ bout'
Girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)

[Chorus]
And don't tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

[Bridge]
Oh, And the award for
The best lie goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Out

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it’s over now

2008-05-09T21:30:00.003+08:00

SAD LIFE IN LEICESTER

Sad because of my backache and because of my disgusting neighbour who contributed the most to the smell-like-rotten-crap fridge~

Evidence:

Been sleeping on the floor thanks to my horrible backache~

This is what happens to her naan after leaving it to rot in the fridge.. note the picture was taken only abt 1 wk plus frm the expiration date.. n WE cleared the fridge, can u remember wad would happ if we wait for HER to clear the fridge?!

The only nice thing abt my current life in leicester, despite all of the above n the fact that exam is 1 wk away AND my project is due in 4 days, the weather is LOVELY~~ sigh =)

2008-05-04T10:04:00.002+08:00

Econometrics Project

Thank goodness for Alvin and Kevin's project... or I can declare that my 2:1 is a farewell.. Their projects both help me soooo much, esp Kevin's, coz we're doing on the same topics.. but pleaseee... anyone who has any idea about Purchasing Power Parity (PPP) and how to use PcGive to evaluate the PPP theory.. PLEASE LET ME KNOW!

thanks.. n thats it for today~

2008-05-03T03:11:00.008+08:00

American remakes of Asian Movies

This has, unfortunately, become super common these days.. the most shocking yet is the adaptation of My Sassy Girl. No offense but the Americans made the movie seem really lame, while the Koreans did an amazing job..

There are definitely many more to mention, including the freaking popular Thai movie, Shutter. Then, theres the Lakehouse, which was called Il Mare in Korean. Someone did a good comparison of the two.. Il Mare vs Lakehouse And of course, The Grudge, The Eye and The Ring. If only, the Western people are more interested and open towards the Asian movie industry....

2008-05-02T03:37:00.001+08:00

nth much to be updated on today.. just that ive added more links on the right hand panel =)

and plus, mum told me that quite a number are "coming" for my graduation tho itz more like my dad's frens are gonna travel to europe w us.. total abt 10 ppl i think>,< anyhow, i cant screw up my exams or i will b a total letdown.. so,ciao! study time! xx

2008-04-30T03:50:00.003+08:00

EXAM PERIOD

The exam period means mugging as always.. ive been slacking off wayyy too much but I cant help it.. Watched the L word Season 5 finish in less than 3 days.. been catching ANTM, Pussycat Dolls present: Girlicious (the season is over), Survivor, Desperate Housewives, Gossip Girl and Lost weekly too.. Yes, im pretty screwed..Project due in abt 2 wks n I havent written a single line.. wish me luck please.. Watched the Bank Job too.. God, its awesome!!! Love Statham~

2008-04-25T02:51:00.009+08:00

BIBIMBAP

Yummy~~made this for super early dinner today; 6pm to be exact~recipe is partly frm dear Jeong and frm the internet~hoh0ho~~

BIBIMBAP Before and After Sauce

MAHJONG

One more thing, I have been addicted to Mahjong.. so unless u know how to play, whatever Im going to say in the nxt couple of lines, will sound like Russian to u~ firstly, there was once I was playing "Ban Si" (half big cards, half one suit), this are my cards at hand, abt three quarter to the game!

My lousy game

So of course I lost the game~~ n another time, we went drinking w the HK ppl.. god, the way they play mahjong was the REALLL way of playing dude! they were like robots.. pick throw pong throw pick~ theres no break at all~~n they play hugeee~~the most incredible thing was that i saw "Shi San Yao" (13 monsters?!).. Wing Lun won 42pounds from losing..fucking awesome i swear~

Wing Lun's "Shi San Yao"

It was freezing that very night! It was incredibly snowing on an April morning!! Another amazing thing was that I found out Peach or Cherry Blossoms do grow in England~ full bloom =) very very beautiful hehe~~ thats it for now x

April Snow and Cherry Blossoms at Uni

2008-04-23T22:23:00.002+08:00

This is the complaint letter I wrote to Patisserie Valerie
for sucking at their service. My letter is pretty childish but this is what I came up with the quickest. I dont really care as long as they know that im totally displeased with their service.

[my add]
[my add]
[my add]

23 April 2008

Customer Service Manager
Patisserie Valerie
Head Office
105 Marylebone High Street
London
WIU 4RS

Re: Complaint regarding service at Soho and Knightsbridge branches

Dear Customer Services Manager,

Fristly, I would like to mention that I am a regular Patiserrie Valerie customer. I come to London for visits at least twice a month (ok, a bit exaggerated here) and it really a pity that although your products are amazing, the service provided is otherwise (suck to the max).

On 15 April at your Knightsbridge branch, my friends and I were having tea. I took us (forever) at least ten minutes to get your waiters' attention, be it to order or to ask for cutleries. I counted that there were three of them behind the counter and at least two attending to customers. When asking for our bill, we waited for twenty minutes until my friend decided to ask it from the counter herself. Even then, we had to wait a further ten minutes for our change.

On the same day, I made a telephone cake order. I reconfirmed my order four times as I asked for a fish picture to be drawn. The lady on the telephone assured me that she understood my request. When I collected the cake in the evening at the Soho branch, I was displeased when the icing on the birthday cake was nothing like what I requested. The tall, curly-haired woman behind the counter was very smug and unapologetic saying that it was MY fault I did not clarify with the the person on the phone. Instead of compensating for the mistake, she insisted that it was not her fault and that she was not the baker.

Hereby, I would like to bring it up that the quality of service at your confectioneries is not up to standard. Please look into this and I hope to see a change during my next visit.

Yours sincerely

Monica Josephine

2008-04-21T01:47:00.011+08:00

LONDON TRIP TO MEET JON AND ROBBY (plus ED, LEE AND AH PING)

Whenever I am obliged to study, here i am blogging and messing abt Facebook.Theres a project due in abt 2 wks time too, bt fuck it. Ill figure it out somehow..

Day 1 (15 Apr):

Went to Robby's place to drop my luggage and then, we took the bus to Oxford Circus where I bought my gladiator shoes frm Dorothy Perkins..They freaking didnt have the colour I saw in the magazine; reason being that some of their products in the magazine were only sample models and that they did not really sell them in the market.. dammit~so instead, i got the beidge colour, itz still nice and a huge bargain at 25pounds, plus 10% student discount. oh, how i love being a student.

Went to meet Jon and Daph at Harrods.. Robby thought the building looked awesome, little did he know that the building was covered by posters as they were reconstructing the whole building.. muahahha..

Harrods; note the poster

When we're done w Harrods, we scooted off to Patisserie Valerie. Had smoothie, while the rest had coffee..Bloody hell, when they wrote smoothie, I should hav known that they would just empty a bottle of Innocent and call it fresh.. So, I paid 3pounds for 60p worth of smoothie! Cakes look really pretty but they taste ok only~ no big deal, DONT BE FOOLED PPLE.. but they do decent coffee =)

Jon and I at P.Valerie

Before dinner, we checked out Ben's cookies at Covent Garden. There was a performance by this super crazy guy who would strip all the way to his gold tights in the freezing cold. But he was entertaining alright. Donated some of my coins. Dinner was at Goldmine, Bayswater. They do better duck than Four Seasons! n then off to Prince Edward or Albert pub for 3 rounds of beer..

Day 2 (16 Apr):

Started the day by taking the bus Oxford Circus again.. This time arnd, with Jeffry as well, Robby's French roommate. They pointed out Kate Moss' home; the funny thing was that they werent sure if it was the plain-looking house in the front or the humongous gorgeous house at the back.. Anyhow, itz not like either of them had seen her.

Met Daph, Ah Ping and Jon for lunch at Assa Korean Restaurant at Tottenham Court Road. My spicy pork rice wasnt that fabulous. In fact, it was rather bland..Prefer Little Korea at Chinatown. Daph got herself an iphone, coz there was a 100pounds off the original price, to only 169pounds. Jeffry later got himself one too. After lunch, Jeffry left to do his own stuffs, Robby went to work and the rest of us four went to London Dungeon..The whole experience was a great one. I had many 2 for 1 offers, so we each paid half the usual adult price, 10pounds each. I feel that itz nt worth 20pounds but def worth 10pounds! It was kinda like a guided tour where we went through maze, went on boat rides etc.. and they had life actors.. Highly recommended, provided u hav the 2 for 1 offer, n take note that the queue was an hr and a half~ AND it was a Wed~

We then separated, Jon and Daph to Tottenham Court Road to get his iphone which he didnt end up getting. Ah Ping and I went to check out the oh-so-not-magnificent London Bridge haha~ He then went to see a bike shop before we headed to Kiasu South-East Asian Restaurant.

My mee pok (bak cho mee) was awesome.. told them to make it super damn spicy but oh well~ haha.. we also had char kway teow, tahu goreng, oyster omelette, carrot cake =) as for dessert, we had pulut hitam, chendol and ice kachang..Ed said that he couldnt breathe or move after all the food haha~ well, he really had a lot~ after that, we went for a pint of beer except Ah ping as he had a party to go to. it was pretty boring they were all tired except me!

After that, we separated. Ed and I went to Heaven and the rest went home to sleep. His friends were on the guest list and they brought us in for free, yipee.. One in particular was sooo cute and sooo gay~He told me that I was "so beautiful". I think i shld get a Caucasian boo, so they appreciate my oriental look haha! We waited for Lee and Robby to turn up after work. A super pretty drag queen invited us to her party at the Departure Lounge but we wanted to finish our wine n beer first. In total, we opened 4 bottles of wine, many cans of beers and 4 shots of vodka! The climax of the day was when Ed mixed beer into our wine..boy, we were all high straight after.. Plus the drag version of Amy Winehouse was sweet~ she was awesome! Robby was GONE by the end of the day! He peed in public twice, for god's sake! once outside heaven, once ON ED'S TABLE! he seriously stood and peed on the table! i was so fucking shocked and ed's pillow was right nxt to it, i swear ed could hav got some pee on his face~~We had to spend the night at Ed's.

Me and my entourage of boys

Day 3 (17 Apr):

Woke up at noon that day, Robby was so embarrassed when we told him abt him peeing everywhere, puking everywhere and being dragged everywhere~ Thought he was too sick to turn up for work, but he managed to sober up by then. Met Joey, Robby's fren from Solo who was taking my place and crashing at his when I left. Patrick didnt pick up my call till very late so Joey was stuck with me till I had to collect my luggage.

Had super early dinner at Inn Noodle. dont think their noodle's great but their roast meats and xiao long bao were delicious! Told Joey of the Iphone offer and he got himself one~After dinner, we all went out separate ways. Jon had a flight to catch back to SG and I had to go to Patisserie Valerie, Soho, to collect Fitch's birthday cake. The fucking cashier was being such a bitch! I specifically reminded the woman on the phone that i want the message: Happy Birthday (and then draw a fish below it). On the receipt, she put Happy Birthday and then she drew a fish with the words 'to be drod' below it. the baker wrote the whole shit down, so it was 'Happy Birthday F(fish picture)sh to be drod'.. at first i thought it wasnt my cake but the cashier insisted it was mine. Plus, she kept raising her voice saying that it was my fault that i didnt reconfirm my order! hello bitch, i fucking reconfirmed my order on the phone 4 times! Come to think of it, Im gonna write the complaint letter as soon as Im finished here.

Ed and Ah Ping later sent me to St Pancras station. I missed the overground, which operates every half hour, so we took a cab. My aim to save the extra few pounds by buying my ticket early went down the drain as soon as i paid the cab driver 13.50pounds. but whatever, im not gonna spend another night at Robby's.. Sorry dude but theres absolutely no space for all three of us..

2008-01-18T09:58:00.000+08:00

Im nt that much of a blogger but studying is totally exhausting~so here i am~hopefully just for 10 min, it's econometrics exam tmr and i havent really covered everything..sigh~anyway, just wanna update on the following list:

1. find my other half who loves me most~ puts me above everything else.. n vice versa
2. settle with THE ONE n build a happy family
3. get a stable job preferably a good carrier that can let me live a good life-moneyful
4. travel arnd the world~n visit the 7 wonders of the world!!
5. being in the apprentice! win or lose doesnt matter as long as ive had the experience
6. have enough for my parents to retire early~n providing them with all they ever need
7. meet my fav artistes~ i noe im not that grown up yet..still artistes crazy~niwae~ i desperately wanna meet- Victoria's Secret models esp Alessandra and Gisele, Yuu Shirota, YamaPi, Shane of L Word (Catherine smth), se7en, dongwan n hika~ anymore!? ill think bout that~
8. own one of the latest mercedes benz~ BUT~ i gotta buy it w my own pay~ not parents' money!
9. look Gorgeous, tanned and slim..perfect skin (body and face), perfect hair~
10. bungee jump and maybe skydive~
11. have the perfect honeymoon at tahiti~

cant think of anymore now.. will update ltr~

PS: Yuu Shirota is smoking hot! *sizzles*